bang the wall .

Even friend's told me , you're inlove with someone else .
Even friend's told me to give up .
Even me , myself told myself not to cry anymore , but still all failed.

I should be happy, passing exam & etc .
Still everythings matter about you , i really don't wanna see you with anyone else .
I'm serious .
I''m controlling myself , going home early , not going out often , keep an distance with guy , also telling myself not to msg you .
I cried hard , because there's still you in my mind .

Everybody telling me , that's i was a fool .
But i told them back , i wanna change , i stop going places we've been to .
Preventing me to go upset ,
I'm not getting angry , but more and more shag .
Boy , you're wrong . I'm not falling in your trap , but falling in my trap .
I'm going mad without you , it been the 9th day already .

I can't hold on much , i'm afraid i'll go crazy one day .