Saturday, March 6, 2010

Imissyou hell lots.


Wokeup @ 130 pm . Mum & sist went causeway .
Thought i can stay @ home peacefully , then pull me down .
Was very pissed off , because i wanna change phone . >:
Had lunch there , appetite drop . Back to lotone then , Ntuc to accompany mum to get grocery .
Home around 430 plus . watched tv till 7 .

Down to get drinks & a cupcorn for myself & mum .
Here i am , posting .
Yes , feeling totally shag today , i wanna mia .
Heard from my mum , dad got serious illness , suggested for operation on his 's neck .
I was super super sad okays , what if he passedaway or something ? (Touchwood ).
Mum asked me about 725 . I went silent at the moment . I wish he is by my side now , atleast giving me support & atleast cheer me up with his stupid stunts ?
Even , my grandma . She even ask me about him when we're going to bed .
Aftermath , i can't sleep . & I kept wonder .


Sist & i went so speechless , saw mum almost cried .
My heart sanks . Sigh . Sigh . Sigh .

When i was down to get dinner , memories flashback in my mind .
How he used to hold on my hand , how he used to walk me across the road .
How he fool around with me , how he concern about me , how serious is he when he was talking to me .
How he dropped tear when we've h2h talks. (725) imy.