One sorry , wasn't enough .

Happy Birthday to Dearest Juatling mama . <:

Alright , Just sended her a long msg , Sweet hor !

Haha , chinese paper tmr , hope its easy .

Just went over plaza & met Vanessa + Jason . Shopping > Acrade .

Played photohunt w her , while weikiat came . Down to meet peipei awhile then went over Jason's house .

Rotted there , watch cd & back to plaza arnd 9pm .

Accompany them to study & had dinner over there , seriously they're making me LOL !

Bused back w Jan & Baven . :)

I haven read thru the menu yet , shit .

Natalie ah , don't cry alr , ^^ There's still me okaye , Rest well .

I know , how painful it is when someone use something to hit your head . Cheerup .

& Lastly , yes i'm back to single . Don't ask me anymore . -'- .

i don't know how.

Overdue picture with Vanessa , shopping @ IMM.

[ i want this chocolate banana cake on my birthday ! ]

Exam today , did pretty well . Hope can pass this time . >:

Was like , kinda moodswing again . Feel like breaking into half anytime.

Seriously speaking , i'm still holding on to 15ths . I just can't get everything out of my head .

I'm so sorry . I can't get over him , which means i'm actually not ready for any relationship .

I'm tired , i don''t feel like understanding you , nor loving you , because my heart wasn't thinking of you at all .

• I move aways , whenever you're close to me .
• I look @ other places , when you're talking to me .
• I stop replying you because i'm busying missing him .
• I kept quiet all time , because my whole mind is thinking of him .
• I don't want you to hold my stuff , my hand , or even touches me , because i only want him .

kaye , i'm tear-ing now . Fuck-shit.

Oh , shutup & kiss me boy . :{

Was rather busying studying +slacking + meeting boyfriend .
Didnt have much time to blog & etc , somehow lazy too .
Was hanging out with my newlove . Yeap . Vanessa ! :"}
Working later on , time for me to get prepared too . I'm so sick ^tired .
Just hope there'wont be anyone there t come & disturb . HAHA !

Alright , there's tons of thing i've to get after i get my first pay .

• finish my tattoo .
  Treating Family & meiyan pizzahut.
  couple date .
  Webcam
  Ipod
  & saved 100 inside my bank . :D

tada , bye.

It okaye , i get it . <;

Shortly brief about what i've done yesterday,

• Morning , Breakfast w V'luvs @ Mac then walked over for math remedial .
• Aftermath , bangkit for my black shoes , then send to bustop after we 'd a stick . :)
• Home > Jurong Safra w Mum & sist > Swimming .
• Lunch @ Jack's place .
• Jurong point for shopping , yipeee ! Was greatly happy . 4plus , Lotone for socks then hsh.
• 845, Down to sean's house . Met V'luvs . Bi reach shortly .
• Stay till 1130 , Bi send me off to lrt .
• Hsh , K.o straight away .

This morning , Wokeup @ 10am . Called dane . :D

• 11am , working till 330pm . Break .
• Get another pair of socks , then went home .
• 4plus , down again , had a stick & went back . Rotted @ there w Dane . Lol .
• Jokes & etc , Dinner w/ other @ 5plus , & continue work till 1030pm .
• I swear i'm tired now . I spill curry & etc onto my leg . damn wtf .
• My muscle are cramp now . >:

Bought peachiceblend & walked home .
Called Bi , ^^, He is a goodboy today . HAHA .
He said , hi gonna fetch me to school tmr , hope so then . :)
I'm going to sleep now . Nightnightnight night . <;

CWK . :D

22April ,
Studying @ Fajar mac w Vanessa , Albert , Alin .
Jason house aftermath , Luvs came . Slacked , took funny pict . :)

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23April ,












Vivien is back !
I'm damn a packed-up girl today . Haha .

School was fine , after school accompany mylovelygirl home to get change & prepared .
Her mum then drive both of us to mine house , she is good enough to wait f me . :P
Bused down to IMM , had longjohn for lunch then daiso . Manage to get things we wanted.
Thought of going back alr , & it then started to rain heavily . Stucked ):
So , we went to secret recipe for hightea , i swear we both are damn fucking mad today . We laugh from the start of te trip till we reach fajar . HAHA !

Met Jason & Sean @ Fajar , went up sean house with them .
Waited for luvs & Jerome to reach.
Rotted , slacked then accompany Luvs to walk back his house to change .
Aftermath , accompany them to take bus & i cabbed home . :D

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To mylovelygirl ah , Thanks for putting sense to my head , being sucha a good sister cheering me up all times . :)
& Let's go shopping again okaye , luvyou!

The story of Pink lighter.

• I'm going fajar to meet Vanessa & Alin & Mr Albert Chia for physic later . <:
• I'm going to have siewmai first , grandma is steaming it for me .
• I'm waiting for weikiat to come over & pass me my ciggy .
• I'm damn freaking tired today , because i pay full attention in class today . Luvitttm .
• I'm fully booked by this 3 days . Ohsosorry! ( evil-grins) .
• Needs to get my black pants & My black shoes .
• Want to get my hair dyed during holiday !

Tmr - IMM w Vanessa . Had to get my shopping done !

Sat - Remedial for math 730am , Swimming w Mum inthe afternoon , 7pm plus Studying w Vanessa @ Fajar .

Sun - Working Fulltime .

>: See ~ Fully packed . Can't imagine . HAHA .

Alright , Done blogging liao .

Taggies please , will reply those tag tonight . ^^ Getting more & more lazy already.

I would have liked to insult you, but the sad truth is that you wouldn't understand me.

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I'm going to have my sushi roll before heading out to fajar . :D

Studying + studying + studying.

I need a puff too , School was damn a bored . Everylesson is killing me .

Can't get to sleep too . After hearing so much about you .

Those memories seem to be like , back in my mind . >:

Alright , here's some picture Juatling had send me . :)

School was fine today . Home aftermath .

& Vanessa been on phone w/ me most of the time . Laugh.

Tmr , studying time . Ohyeaa ! :D

Friends = If we quarrel over small things , that really mean , our bonding ain't strong enough .

I can get over it .

If you think , treating me this way , makes you feel good . then be it

LOL , I was asleep @ 10pm last night . freaking early .
But also , toss & turn in the midnight. Damn that nightmare . (-.-)
Wokeup early this morning , & was rotting @ home .
Mum & sist went suntec to book for th genting trip. :D

Genting Genting Genting , its only remind me of something .
Had lunch , facebook , msn . Not going out today .
Studying week from this tuesday onward . Friday , might be going IMM w/ Vanessa .
Laugh , Jason ah , don't worry . I'm not that kind of person hor , will bring your girlfriend anyhow meet people de . ^^

I need to get black pant & shoes soon . shitty . >;
Dane , you better don't MC . I WILL KILL YOU .
Yeap , starting 25april , & i never forgotten i need to treat meiyan pizzahut . :}

Love is the best medicine, and there is more than enough to go around once you
open your heart.

Nightclub life.

Alright , hihi .
I'm awake already .

Yesterday , after school straight home .
Prepared & rot . & Also a fierce fight w dad . (-.-)
Whatever ..

430pm , Trained down to cityhall . Meet Juatling muther .
Afterthat , trained to whitesand . Had yoghurt first . pretty luv it . :) Worth .
Aftermath , walk around the mall . Trying to look for short .
6-7plus , walked over hub . We both rotted over pasirris park for hours . Camwor . ^^
Had superdog for dinner , laugh . we even camwor inside there .
& Juatling filled my icelemontea w tons of sugar syrup , & i'd diarrioes afterthat . shitty .

Puffed & etc , awaiting for jasper & co & B4e to reach .
Mac , & we been walking around like mad .
Getting more & more pekcek only ah , 9-10plus , met Jackson & co outside cheers .
Me & Juatling rotted downstair , die die also don't want go in , Fucking nonsense .
Complained alot to her , HAHA .
& She videoed me . >: Un-glam die laaa !

11-12 plus , walked over to pool .
met Daryl , Jasper , Gordon & co , slacked outside , & gordon is being sucha a rubbish lastnight , i swear . HAHA !
1am , juatling went home & i walked back to the chalet .
Play poker , rotted , & everyone went high . (-.-) Dizzy like fuck only , k.o on the bed . Waking up everymins , puffed alot .
Aftermath , daryl & co came in to find me . Chitchat awhile , & i'm getting better .
Luckily didn't vomit only ah , LAUGH.

Gineng , ww , & co also . funny ttm . Blast music .
& i cabbed home @ 545am .
Can't stand it , i think juatling & natalie understand .

Will post pictures tonight or tmr , waiting for Juatling muther . HAHA .

Being a girlfriend of yours , need to obey rule #15 .

Gym yesterday afterschool @ Krystal's condo .

3hours of it , tired die . x.x

Today , Pe , 5station , all passed fail one , Standing board jump . Shitty . -.-

Muscleache , tired , & my bone're cracking .

Afterschool , Bugis w Krystal . Saved alot of money $$ . Seriously , i'm satisfied .

Cotton on & manage to get a shoe . Like omg .

My leg broke manzx ! Due to the stupid heel i'm wearing . The size wasn't right . );

Shall be meeting dearest krystal for more gym + swimming every wednesday , i suppose .

Haha .

Chalet tmr , meeting Juatling mama , B4e + batok cliques + Jasper & co .

Busy night for me . >;

Tonning too , miss me . won't be blogging so often already .

Catch me on Facebook okaye !

Tag replied :

Debbie : Haha, Hi Debbieeeeeeeee ! :D

Xiaobinbin : This is a promise ah ! :D Alright , luvsyou !

T'szepei : Itokayesssss . Hahsh !!

Easy to say . Hard to express .

Six sense .
I know what gonna happen next , :)
But , i don't know how to prevent it .
I miss you like freaking hell , I guess the only thing he thinks for now , is her . :)
Happy for you 2 . ^^

I need to puff now , too bad i can't .
Next morning perhaps , shitty feeling . I always telling myself . Not to be afraid even if i'm alone .
Cause , there always soeone who is watching over you . I hope so . ):

School tmr, & my eye is still dmn fuck. swollen -.-
Gonna sleep now , nights

Tag replied :
K - add me in msn , tell you there . Minakoluvsyou@live.com.sg
:) : Haven't confirmed yet . Will reveal it out after its confirmed.
T'szepei : I will , No worries .
Passer : :D
Xaiobinbin : Haha , misses you too much la !! Soon after my exam okaye . Cannot forget me hor.
Luv you ttm.

Oh hi freakos .

Had breakfast early inthemorning 830 with family,
Damn a shitty , went home afterthat & contiune my sleep . Awake @ 2pm .
Uncle drive us all to LCK cemetry . Dan freaking hot , almost faint can .
Plus this year , there's much more people compared to last year .
Gosh , aftermath around 5plus back to 2head for dinner .

Raining , cool .
7plus theyall came up my house .
Bath & get myself clean & head off onlining till now .
School tmr again , Bored . (-.-)

Things i wanna get by April & May :

• 3more clothing .
• 1 more MGL short .
• 1 biker Jacket .
• 1 grey skinny .

Yeah , won't cost much to you . But to me , it is . >:
Shitty , started planning my saving plan before it too late .
HAHA . Stupid me .
Or someone kind enough ? Spon me ? ^^ .

Boyfriend ? I don't need one .

Vivien , you've to get used to it .

No every guy are like the same as him alright .

They have different kind of method to hold you on , it your choice to let go or go on .

You'd to forget all the past first because getting any r/s .

I'm going so deep cofusion . Fuck love . (-.-)

I'm rotting @ home today & tmr . Why ? Goodgirl perhaps .

Lotone for dinner w/ mum . I hate this feeling . >:

Miss also cannot miss , love cannot love , like so how tight . (-.0) Hard to explain .

Stupid .

You wasn't the one i have know .

School today . Changes of classroom , wtf freaks only . >:

Afterschool , home straight , bath & prepared before 2pm .

Met reginazhuzhu first , passed her money & trained down to bugis .

Meetup with Cheryl dearest . Look around junction for her necklace . Inthend , No .

<:Shitty .

So went street for shopping first , cb . Only bought a bag . -'-

Junction , rotted . Met haoting there. ^^

Iluma , raining cats & dogs , slacked & spended our time over @ iluma . Watch show .

Not movies , Lol . ( Supa funny one . )

Aftermath , arcade , blablabla happen , HAHA .

Waited for botak brother to reach , irritating only .

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7Plus , bused over amk hub . Bought snacks & bused over 110 look for Yongkang .

Lol , seriously , he is like damn cmi . >:

Seriously brain damage , shitty . Kinda worried for him .

Even , talking to me makes him frighten . wtf . -'- . Boy , recover soon soon soon okaye !

I want that irritating Yongkang that back okaye. shitty lo.

945pm , bused to mrt & home .

<:

My phone is damn not functioning properly . Kinda pissed off .

Using back w508 . F.u.c.k Will upload other photo next time .

I'm very lazy now,

Tag replied :

Passerbyy : Nopes , i don't .

K : Edit in your cbox account , under the one which have the code . :)

Vera : Hihi !

Pb : Idk,

Everything is difference now .

You can't compare .

Alright , here's a simple post before i forget to post again .

I'mma @ home now , why ? School ended early today . 930 cause there's speechday.

I'mma going amk later . Meeting dearest cheryl . & Ofc , visting Yongkang . Omg . Poorthing him .

Lost his memory . Gonna help alil to gain back . :D

Dearest Cheryl is accompany me to bugis tmr to get mine stuff . Seriously i'm broke , tmd . >:

Shitty lo .

Planning a sentosa outing of class 2a2 '08 .

Hope everyone is able to make it okayeee .

Damn bored niaozx , hungry ttm laaaa . Off to msn now. Buhbyeee.

我那躲也躲不掉的伤口 .


说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想我
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛

懂得让我微笑的人 ,
再没有谁比你有天份 .
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深 .

我开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你 .
我很想看到你。很想要回那个回担心我的你 。
只怕到时你以经忘了我 。
只怕我会等不到你。 ＞：



说来说去 ， 都是因为我太爱你 .

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Going to have a nap now . Heahache . I dislike this feeling .

When everyone become a history.

Was reading my previous blog , > loveconfusion-s< Undelete everything , private blog as well . Didn't expect tear will flow . Pictures , word , thing we done , meeting everyday , your phonecall & sweetest msg . 10more days to 5th month . You're with your beloved girlfriend now , all the best . I'm not gonna be 'stupid' to text you stupid msges . All i can say , missing you , & waiting is all i can do. Realised , you're the first one . really went thru deeper then i thought . Bestest memories . Not to be forgotten . Holding on makes me suffer as well . But atleast you're still part in my heart . :)

p/s : Althought i'm a lil crazy over him . I'm still not till the limit that i will stalk him . LOL !

Goodbye luvs .

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Sigh , Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them . Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.

There is one pain I often feel which
you will never know because
it is caused by the absence of you .
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School was okaye , laugh out my lungs during class .
Hongyou was damn a joker . Home straight .
Fajar lateron . Not wishing for anything .
I just need a couple of month , sigh .

"If two people who love each other let a single instant wedge itself between them, it grows---it becomes a month, a year, a century; it becomes too late.
Only in a house where one has learnt to be lonely does one have this solicitude for things. One's relation to them, the daily seeing or touching, begins to become love, and to lay one open to pain. "

越爱越难过 .

I'm still keeping your secret with me . Fuckers .

Yesterday , Rotting whole day @ home .

Didn't go town , cause the furniture came so ihave to help mummy to packed stuff .

Muscle ache , fuck .

8pm plus , Lotone with sist for mac then takeaways for mum .

Afterthat , tv till late night , slept @2am plus .

This morning , skipped breakfast with them , had a dream again . I don't know it consider bad or good .

Cause everydream now , contain him . >:

Tv , & here blogging . Grandma place tonight, bored ttm .

Nextweek , i'll be free . Ohyeaaa ! Haha .

He's just a lock , that locked inside my heart .

How am i gonna unlocked it & throw it away without the key ?

Fckshit.

Try to forget . when you'd breakup with him okaye .

Show me what is easy .
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Edited luvs ! /-

Mum bring up her friends . Chitchatting , ^^.

Get bath & etc , dad drove us to grandma place .

Had dinner , aftermath , rotted around , went down to the exercise corner with sist . Had damn a h2h talks . So much thing to talked about . :)

Home @ 9pm , school tmr . Shitty .

Currently , msn with daryl nerd . He call me a noob . wtf lo .

He like , sucks ttm okaye .

Thank meiyan , <3>

Shawty is an eenie miney moe lover ~!

Deleted the previous post . Thought i would'nt need that . :D
5pm , Dad drove us to Imm . Had Japanese restruant for early dinner . Fuck the service . Super porky slow okaye .
Mine was the last serve . (-.-) Everyone waited for me to finish . Paiseh die laaa .
Aftermath, Daiso ! Spend over 50dollar over there , althought things over there cause 2dollar only. HAHA .
Afterthat , Giant . Tons of people there too .
Bought rubbish & etc , spended 50dollar plus . Shitty . >:

Aftermath , mum intro us prata over there . Okaye la . so-so lo . LOL !
Had superduper fun with my sist . Because we're like crazy trying to dave money when we're buying more stuff then mummy & daddy ! Omfg ~~ .
830pm , Home . Bath & etc . Packed stuff . ready for my furniture to move in tmr . :D
Wen & co jio me for movies tmr , but i'll be very rush . Should i go ?

I'm freaking bored & sick . Bye shittyass ! HAHA .

Ohshitty.

It damn 1.13am niao .
I can't get to sleep when i'm having fever still .
fuck . (-.-) Goodfriday , Happy april fool anyway .

Should i get another tattoo to covered my rose ? Or extend it by inking more stalks on it ?
Going Imm lateron with family , getting more stuff . I want my room to looks perfect .
HAHA . Been spending days @ home .
Mind fulled of shitty stuff , currently bored .
Mixpod is not working , is yours too ?

iloveee Electrohouse2010clubmix the most la !
Freaking nice okaye .

Random post anyway .
imy imy imy . ^^ Byeeee.

何必要在一起 ?

Yesterday .
School was pretty fine . Vanessa did come school . :)
After school , home to prepared & etc & trained down to bugis .
coincidentally , Juatling hopped on the same train @ cityhall with me .
Firstly , chiong over to get ticket for remember as we're halfanhours late . & Did funny act that really made us gone so pekcek . Worst movies date , right mama ?
Laugh , got popcorn & went in . Totally few people only , maybe is because its weekdays .
We both of us is inlove with edwardcullen . Laugh ! I want him as my boyfriend , but he gonna be my daddy real soon , once mama is married with him! awwww . ):

Street > Iluma > Street .
Got alot camwor & mama told me about her stuff . Oh . fuck that bitch alright ?
Cheerups , :)
Luvjuatling ttm okayee , stupid her drag to me to street & make me fall inlove with all those clothes over there .
Gonna get it soon , nextweek perhap , with her still ! :) HAHA .
I want more bags manzx . H3h3 .

Trained over batok around 9pm .
Slacked over there , while waiting for wen to come back . :) With Yt , Gineng , Vernon , Guiyong .
Jackson came & i left early .
Came home , bath & slept , vomited for times . wtf .
Can't stand myself , freaking sick . Mum wasn't @ home still .

Give school a missed today. Doctor in the afternoon .
Going to had a nap soon , as i just take my medicine .
Others picture will be upload soon once i get it from her alrightzx. (Luvs)

Fyi , there ain't any song in my blog . TechnicalProblem . Fuck . >: