Secret Valentine.

My heart is bleeding now . It hurt so much whenever i thought of how i treated you , the way we quarrel & stuff . );

I wanna stop everything . I wanna have a talks with you .

But , you're busying outside .

I'm not that important right ? I'm not sensitive .

I just want to be your , one & only , the most important one .

I'm not asking you to quit your friend , or what . I just want to spend more time with you .

I've learn alot , from the previous relationship , & i'm not gonna go thru all this again ,

i hate you . i hate you . i hate you . i hate you .

Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream .
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder"
I miss you more than you'll ever know .
When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut, it will heal with time but the scars will never fade .
Lastly , Harsh words break no bones
but they do break hearts.

):

If it was sck , he won't ):

He will drop everything & be there whenever i need .

Terrible , i'm crying like shit again . I don't think i can sleep already .

Sighsighsigh .

Damn disappointed . Your word , hurt .

I know , i'm in fault too . I shouldn't be so sensitive .

I tried ways to let you know , you're seriously important to me .

I don't want to lose you . Now ?

Everyday , quarrel . When can we stop ?

I'm very sick & tired . ):

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There's many things for you learn . Nerd .

Dinner with father's side grandparent , mum did not join us .

Dinner @ 2head , order alot . Due to , I'm the one ordering . HAHA .

Walk home aftermath , bath & etc. 8plus bused down to timah .

Met , yeehong , szepei , jan , wanlin , yihui , baven .

Slacking around , photos taking , Mac . & fools around .

1030pm plusplus , bused back lot . Mac again .

Waited for time to pass , & boyf to reach .

Home @ 1215pm plus , tiff with him again . What wrongs la . cb . (-.-)

Tag replied .

Szepei : Confirm ah !

Ahger : Haha , cause no progamme on that day , :D

Vessie : HIHI .

Fate : Doubledate ? Ask zen , not me . :D HAHA !

Yuting : Eeeeyer , you confirm not. kk !

Meiyan : Real la duh!

Seriously , No ADS is suppose to be tag in my tagboard .

I've stated clearly above my tagboard , are you blind or what ? (-.-)

Fucking , pissed-off & annoyed okay .

I wanna be your sweetest girlfriend . :D

Hehoha !
Picture @ facebook .
Add /Find me @ minakoluvs says holyshit . ^^
Blogger having serious problem . Damn it . Can't upload picture @ all .

Accompany mum to lot with sister .
Shop , did not have lunch yet . Diet .
Aftermath , home , bring puppy down for a stroll then back home @7pm .
Bath , down to meet peipei + jan . Kfc for dinner .
Conflict with boyf , slacking arnd here & there . Was like totally bored . T.T
Emelda & sebas & co came , smoking area then send Jan home .

Szepei & i then walked over to sunshine .
Like , wtf there can , crazyness in those uncle .
Esso to get drinks , met my dad & he send both of us home . Called boyfriend to come & meet me awhile . :D
One day did not see him , can die .
12June , total worried . I gonna miss him like wtf one . confirm . ):
But still , i got trust in him . HAHA .

Gonna catch some show before i head to sleep .
Zennethsoh , imissyou alot .

Currently , boyfriend house . :D
Fucking mad hot can . wtf lo .
i love my purple nail alot k , the color chio die laaaa .

Slept till 2-3pm plus , rotted till 5plus .
Mum came home , without my lunch cum breakfast . (-.-)
Watch tv till 8pm plus , then lotone to meet dearest peipei , wanlin + jan .
Slacking around lotone , like bored only .
Mac afterthat , sebas came , ^^
Change back my phone , & i nagged @ him as if i'm his mum .
Seriously , i want a new phone la fuck .

Send peipei + jan home , up to peipei house .
Aftermath , down to lotone to meet boyfriend , trained to his house .
& i keeep claim that , that was my house . hehe ^^ Irritate him only . silly .

Baby , we're tgt for 14 days alr . Conflict & etc did happen , but still i love you as much as the first day we met .
You're currently bathing , & i'm alone in your room .
hehe , loveyou ttm la silly . :D

Photo will be tmr .

hey , what's wrong with me ?
I'm like getting so irritated by small thing . cbzx.
It fucking no one can cheer me up k . Everything comes @ the wrong timing .
I feel like , scolding , smoking nonstop as if the world is gonna stop selling cig , feel like crying like mad , feel like shouting .

Just a lil small thing , small mistake i can go crazy over it .
Sebas wanna change back the phone , & i started to cry like fuck , angry as if someone just stolen my boyfriend . (-.-)
I shouted @ him , want-ing a new handphone , & i keeep on like this till he hangup . (-.-)
& i carry on with my shaggy mood . );

Currently , Not in the mood to talk , sms . Seriously , i can't attitude too .
wtf can , i don't want to use back that phone la . nb .
I'm going to smash my phone tmr once i get it , i rather go MIA then having that useless phone .
Whathecocks (-.-) , Pissed off .

Gastric again , walauuuuuuu . ):

Movies with Jan , & met peipei + my boyfriend @ lotone . Photo will be tmr .
Fucking moodless , fucking shag , fucking pain , fucking pissed off .
Yes , i have emotional problem , unless you did not know .

I''m somebody you wouldn't want to know.

School pretty bored , 2hours in the hall , Butt+ leg numb . >;
Mdm heng , our principle is leaving already , ohmygod . She teared when Mr koh give the speech .
I will miss you oh ! ^^

Aftermath , classroom cleaning , Miss Ng is leaving too . Walauu , one by one sial , how can ?!
Report book taken , 4 U's , 2 passes .
Whatheshit , i need somebody to guide for me the next half year !
After school , Waited for peipei & co . Down to office , library then fajar A* for lunch with Jan + wanlin + godrey .
The perfume smell is seriously , strong .
Home aftermath , meeting zenzenzen + jan @ lotone .
Decided to watch Ipman2 again with Jan , @ lotone 930 show .

No more joke this time , i freaking heart you to the max.
ZennethSohJunKiat .

School today was a craps .
Met Jan inthe morning , puff-ed & went school .
Afterschool , met Jan , wanlin . Canteen , rotted for hour .
Out to smoke with Jan then trained to lotone .
Hide & seek with sebas , Laugh ttm .
He buy my a hairband ^^ , awhile then i went home .

Had rest till 730 , down to lotone with Jan , Emelda .
Seriously , not in the mood . Like i'm gonna faint anytime .
My gastric is back , again . -'-

Back with Zenneth after a long decision .
I felt , so evil after treating him that-way . HAHA .
Sianhalf , any kind soul buying me a phone ? Like totally no way lo (-.-)
I need a phone now now now , not a spare phone . Shitty . );
Walao , angry ttm only lo .

Phone with bi just now .
Cried like wtf can , like he is 360degree change one eh . Scary only . Like pevert lo .
I don't like , seriously don't like .
But still , i love you . <3.>

Trance Mix . :D

Skipped school today . :D
Meet up with Jan @ my house @ 4pm plus . Down to lotone to pass siamkitchen a letter .
Then bus down to timah , meet peipei , szexian , baohui , catherine .
Audition with them for one hours & bus back to lotone .
Craps alot with Jan . Seriously , sot-die uh . Had mac , then out to find sebastian idiot ^^.
Met emelda + xinyu & co , luvthem to the max k !
Arcade , then sebas send me home .

School tmr . Nightzx .

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Xinyu ah ,
Happy girl liao ah , must last long long . ^^
This current one not bad , haha . Fake ~
Thank for those days being with me , whenever i'm feeling down & etc .
Now ah , if you need anyone , call me . I confirm reply & return your call one k . Promise . <: & Don't readread liao , never tag hor ! If not i gonna nag @ you again k ! You this silly girl , anything call me k , luvsyouttm . Seeeyou ! -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Tag replied :
Szepei : Update liao la , you better update too . & I want more photos with you leyy,
& hor , i miss that goldenhair one . shitty manzx !
Sheena : Relink luvs !
Meiyan : Ofc la , luvsyou!

The way i think .

I don't suit in r/s with anyone else , but not him . ( s-c-k-) .

From the start , i haven forget him completely , & i get in love with another person . Which is like I'm evil lo.

I try to adapt life with a new one , but it failed .

I try to tell myself , they're two different person , failed too .

I try to close one eye & pretend my boyfriend're him . When it is completely no .

I try to forget him by using him , but it also did not sucess too .

Failure i guess ? But what to do . Everything i do , think , its always remind me of him . ):

I guess , giving myself a longlong break first ?

I just seriously , hope to get back to him .

Awaiting , going 4month alr . What should i do ? It really been so long .

SIGH .

I change alot , alot , alot , seriously , no jokes .

Wasn't happy too . See-ing him cried just now . ): Like , how bad i am .

Sian half .

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Twittering , editing tweetdecks . ^^

Oge ask me if i wanna dota . Not in the mood .

Alright , missing szepei now , ); i wanna talk to her . Boredboredbored !

Hope everything goes fine for me k . Seriously don't wanna think much too . Givng me much headache . Shall watch my show later .

Sorry for not updating for days .
Lack of sleep , lack of vitamin , lack of time . ):
Did not meet boyfriend for days too , we even played hide & seek on sunday morning .
What a joke . (-.-) All i can say is feeling fading .

Shall start of on saturday .
Meet Cheryl Dearest @ amk station @ 2pm plus .
Cabbed down to meet Clara @ her house , slack awhile , do somes touchup for makeup & hair-do & cabbed down to Somerset 313 to meet Juatling & Lizhuang @ Ion .
What a heaty day lo , from 313 walked to ion ley . ):

Saw my sexy mummy , Juatling there . LAUGH^^ .
Had yoghurt afterthat , shopping & shopping .
Ion > Somerset 313 > Cinelesisure > Plazasing .
I want that spec so much , yet i've not got enough money , whatheshitzz. Juatling bought it already , Jealous ttm . HAHA !

Met Weiwen & co @ Plazasing , some unpleasant thing happen . (-.-)
Took train back to cck , met Jan & Szepei . Greatly love them ttbitzz , they waited for me for hours ley . Bought my applepie then bused to timah . :D
Met Yihui , Wanlin + Godrey . Played L4d2 with them , audition , then bused home @ 12am plus .

Somehow , fate or something .
Saw this handsomes for few times already .
& He is sitting right infornt of me somemore . ^^
Me & Jan & Szepei was like laughing , cute ttm k ! Szepei went home . Jan & I went mac for dinner . Saw them again , omgz la . FATE CAN . (-.-)

Rotted outside till 2am plus . Then Jan stayed @ my house till 4am plus , while i doze off . HAHA .
Went mac again , had drinks & continue our chitchatting .
5am plus , played hide & seek with him . LOL .

Slept @ 7am .
Wokeup @ 330pm on Sunday .
Prepared & pack , down to jurongwest safra .
Swimming session with Sist & Dad , again we drown . cbzx lo !
But still , alot hunks k ! I'know i'm irritating la . HAHA .
Dine in @ Jack's place arnd 6-7pm .

Jurongpoint shopped around then home . :D

Monday , which is today .
School , fucking mad too . Being chase out eh .
I hate that juggling intructor lo . cbzx ahgua . (-.-) The balloons want much more better .
Fold alot alot balloons, madly cute .
Afterschool , meet Jan & peipei went over blocks for a stick , then over to 223 to meet Matong & co . ;D
Madly cute ttm .

Home with Jan afterthat , bath & etc , slept till 630pm .
Going to have my dinner now , then down to meet Emelda + Jan then lotone .
I hope what i choose is right for me.

Oh yes .

School tmr ,

Fucking moodswing now , Just wish everyone can shut the fuck up .

Irritating, pekcek .

Playlist edited . Goodnights

i freaking miss this picture . <;

Taken , in taiwan .

Just feel like blogging again .

& Lastly , before i head off to bed ,

I Miss Zenneth ! ):

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i KNOW , I'M RANDOM .

BUT , I JUST MISS HIM DAMN LOTS .

Love is a game that two can play and both win .

Totally bored , so i try all my msn skin i downloaded previously . Look so fucking buang .

Tuesday .

Did went over the funeral . Busying with stuff & somehow i got bored .

Not meeting boyfriend , i felt damn shag . Misses his smile , & the way he talks to me made me feel so being loved .

1130pm plus , manage to had a stick , went over 7-11 to get mashed potatoes .

Slacked with her , h2h talks . :)

Slept over ahyi's house , me & sis k.o straight after we bath arnd 1am . Cause ahyi to sleep in the living room . );

Nextmorning , Wednesday.

Don't bear to wakeup , It damn early can . 8am , Washed + packed .

Down to meet mummy . She did not sleep for that night . Awww !

Me & sis , walked over kopitiam to had breakfast . Independant okay.Slacked over thr , til 9am , done with all praying stuff . went off to the service hall .

All of us , tear . After see-ing the coffin going in for burning . (-.-) You know how heartache it is?

My grandparent cried , Ahyi(s) , aunty & co , super heartaches .

Out of a sudden , she is gone . Still rmb i went on to hopstial to visit her . ):

Sigh .

Takecare okay , we miss you . Really . );

Went on to somehow called temple , 1230pm back to serangoon 4head for lunch .

then up to collect my stuff , & cabbed home with mum+ sist . Dozed off in the cab & the uncle was like cute enough to ask if i want pillow . (LOL ) !

Home , onlined , bath , sleep .

730plus , Szepei called . ^^ Overslept . Shitty .

Met , peipei , catherine , Jan & baven @ lotone . Irritating bunch of cute lovelies .

Smoking area > Foodcourt > Thebluez > Comicconnection > slacking area .

LOL , had talkies with them , till baven , peipei , Catherine left . Jan accompany me . ^^

Accompany her to comic connection again , to get her stuff .

& I'm madly in love with that koreanguy , haha . Handsome die , then that peipei claim that is her boyfriend . LAUGH !

Saw zombies in lotone too . ); Scared the freak out of me can !

Arcade , met xiaohua . Months since i saw him , met my boyfriend + Emelda . Send Jan to interchange .

10pm , baby send me home .

School later , gng sleep now , batok tmr ? I wanna watch movies ley . HAHA .

Hard for you .

I know , listening to how others told you about me . My past . It hard for you to accept .

But , you still choose to believe me .

Holding on , thank for everything . I know you love me more than i do .

I know , i always argue with you , being so so sarcastic .

I know , i did not care + concern for you more than you do .

I know , you gave me freedom , but you've to learn when to take back .

Lastly , you should know , i need you more than anything else . Thank ZennethSohJunKiat .

Tag replied :

Ahger : Mother , i tag in your blog alr .

Meiyan : HAHA , Me too . ^^

Yihui : Thankyou .

Vienna + Peiyun : Alright lovely ! Love you both ttm okaye .

Szepei : Ya la , i know. But i'm still madly in love with the korean one . FAKEE ~

Yuting : Not a problem ! Call me then

Chiahhou : HAHA , okaye , no problem , See when i free k .

AmandaNMH : Walaos , hurry come back la . I miss you so much . ):

Took back those paper already . ):
It was damn a shit . waste my time studying .
Wasn't feeling well in the morning , super dizzy + headache . Irritating okay . Rotting the whole day .
After school , a stick w Joevin then home .
Going off later on , not meeting cliques tmr alr , as most of us are not free . Make it on Friday then . <:

Giving school a skip tmr too . HAHA .
Sleeeeeepyhead . My face is getting more & more shag , how can !
Wants to finish my tattoo before June ( Genting trip) . :P

It only 1 day , we're not meeting . & I'm missing you badly .
Tell me , how I'm to live without you .
I'm getting used to sticking w you , pestering and disturbing you . :)
As long as , i have him out of my mind , I'm enough .
It's time for me to settle down too .
Zennethsoh , <3.

Vivien is super lazy to upload picture . For more pixs during that sentosa trip , go on to Szepei + Yihui blog . :B

Went to school , finally .
Did not went for funeral , instead meeting my dearest boyfriend lateron .
Bloody cried in school while talking with dane . Just what if ?
I'm super duper afraid only . Not to say , no trust nor confidence . Just seriously having phobia toward it .
Afterschool , headed fajar mac to takeaways then up to Jason house with Vanessa .
Didn't manage to get cig , ); aftermath , home .

Currently , starving . But i'm super lazy .
Gastric again laaaaa , whathehell ~.
tired ttm . AHH~~

Might be heading on wednesday , Wildwildwet /Sentosa with Natalie ahtoot this saturday .

<3>

It hurts everymoment when you said that to me .
I'd enough of waiting , falsehope . Enough of pretending .
Let end today -onward with a fullstop , okay ?

Sentosa on saturday .
Wokeup early & met cliques @ lotone for late breakfast-early lunch.
Aftermath , bused down to sentosa . Saw familiar-faces . <: Yihui , me & Baven went down only . Started fooling around . Wanlin & co then came , got drown because it was too deep for me . Got saved by a lifeguard ( Not bad ley ) . * Clapclap .

Feeling super uncomfortable , cause my stomach is full of salf water . My eye are super swollen , my lens are dry too .
Get washup , then back to vivo .
Seriously , crazy today . Photos taken , will upload once i got the time .
Dinner @ Food republic , slacked @ skypark .
Me & Szepei secretly rush down to get a birthday cake for Jan @1030 , luckily breaktalk ain't close yet. :P

Celebrate & etc , trained to kranji , as there no more bused & trains . Sad case .
Decide to walk to cck from kranji but we took a cab inthend . hehe*
Home , changed & cabbed down to teckwhye .
Met Xinyu then up to baby's place .
Thing got abit worst , but afterall fine .
4am plus , irritating him accompany me home .
We both are super sweaty . ):

Home , bath & onlining .

MY BOYFRIEND IS ON PHONE W ME NOW !
♥

Friday .
Did not went to school too .
Rotted @ home , till 3-4pm , trained down to find matong .
Lol , whathefreak can . (-.-) Greenridge > 5head > Fajar .
Aftermath , accompany home , then wait for his bus . Met szepei @ lrt with catherine .
Went to lotone to have dinner , as i'm having gastric . ):
Home afterthat .

1130pm , down to meet Xinyu @ my house area .
Called Zen along . Waited for 123456years then he reached . Raining like cats & dogs . Cold ttm .
Played pokers , while i played Zen's iphone .
Seriously , i don't know what my mine thinking . I guess it all a mistaken .
Can't sleep after i reach home , @230am .
On phone with Matong till late & i went to sleep .

Just wakeup , 1115am , He called me , Being a alarmclocks again . ^^
I'm going to bath & prepared . Sentosa later . Yayness!

Whisper into my ear.

yesterday .

A marking day , need not attend school .

Therefore , i slept till noon . Waited for mum to buy my lunch .

Bath & etc , 5pm down to ttsh . Saw her . Deeply hurt + sadden . Heart sanks .

Sister & i , cry like no tmrw . I miss her voice , her smile . & Now , she is leaving us .

Lying on bed , coma for days . Seriously please wakeup ! D:

Mum bought me & sis down to cool down .

After that , met aunties @ parklane for heyheyhotpot . Steamboat . :)

Was kinda of silly . Me & sister was like aiming @ the waiter . Laugh .

Alil small thingy also ask him come over t help .

10 plus , Bus home . Get my cig & down to fajar . Met Haoting @ 419 .

Talk alot of life-stuff . Irritating . Almost tear-ed can !

Home @ 12am .

Today .

Gave school a miss . Rotted @ home till 445 then down to interchange t meet Jan .

Bus over Timah . Met Yihui , Peipei + Catherine .

Went over IRC . Played L4D2 + Audi with them . SzeXian + Godrey + Wanlin then came .

Rotted there till 8 plus , Market for dinner . Home afterthat . :D

School tmr , i don't wanna miss it again .

Sentosa on this saturday with Xiaofam's .

They made my days !

Hard to forget , how you used to kiss me .

Yesterday , 3hours of art . Nope it doesn't not kill me . I spend 1 & an half hours doing it .

Not bad ley . After that , fajar for mac then jason house . 1245pm , trained home .

Rotted @ home , till 4pm down to lotone to meet xiao's FAM . Super cute right !

Foodcourt > Home > Bused > Met baohui > Timah .

I.R.C to meet them . Started to get emotional .

L4D2 & Audi with them . Javin & the rest then came .

Finish up those game around 8pm plus . Dinner @ Market . Feelings get worst . Yeap , indeed , tears . ):

But , things get better for a moment .

Had my dinner then back to IRC with them . Send co to bustop then back to L4D with them .

Laugh my bloody ass out , seriously . Can't manage to go thru stages .

Bused home @ 1230pm .

I'm awake now , going TTS hopsital lateron then parklane for steamboat w aunties . Aww.

Tag replied :

AmandaNMH : Aww , but i don't to sweat . i rather die .

Xinyu : Yeahlo ! Coolzx die la.

Rei's : ^^

Vienna & Joan : Hi sweet !

Peipei ^-^ : Oh , irritating lo you . Okaye laa, i'm fine .

Meiyan : better to tag often .

Missing every single smile .

Once again , he appear in my dream again .
I couldn't know how to express my feeling right now . It like so complicated .
Yes , i'm happy with my current life , but whenever i thought of blabla , my heart went so wild .
Thinking of stuff that confues my mind .
Sometime , i felt so hopeless till i burst into tear . What'd got into me ? Why am i turning like this .

I laugh , i smile . I told people around , yes i'm enjoyed today . When my heart still sank .
I couldn't find a reason .
Those feeling are seriously hurting . When one day you're having this feeling , i bet you would rather die .


Going lotone then timah lateron with lovelies .
Tenmile lan this midnight ? Shall see . Heading hospital tmr with mum & sist .
Seriously , worried . Hope everything is fine .
I'm getting insomnia . ):
Click on my ads please , it won't kill you anyway .

They're my happy pill !

Picture @ Newyork .





Picture @ Irc . Saturday w luvs!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY !

Friday , Exam . Math paper 1 . Wtf .
Should be meeting dearest Peipei & co for movies , but i overslept .
Give it a missed , then went for work . Dinnershift .
I should call it , a last day of mine working period .
Totally , hate it , ): So yea , I MIA from those calls & texts . I know I'm bad .

Afterwork , home & went over to carpark roof to meetup with peipei , Jan , Yeehong & Beaver .
Yayness , & total love for them . They waited for me to end work , how sweet yea .
Mac , rot , talkies & home @ 230am .

Saturday , Jan called me inthe morning to wake me up .
Yeap , HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!
Meet them @1150am , SV lrt .
Thought i could get an mc but inthend the poly clinic closed @ 1230 . Wtf can .
Endup , breakfast w them @ teckwhye mac , puffed & bused home .
Sweat like , freeflow one . Hot ttm . ):

After i prepared & etc , meet them @ cck lrt .
Trained down to plaza for aircon & windowshopping , trained to pending . Bustop to meet Yeehong & Wanlin . h3h3 . Totally love them to the bits okaye .
I can actually laugh from the start of the trip to end of the day !
Actually , planned to go eastcoast , but because it was raining heavily . So we went IRC instead .
Pool , Lan , Dinner . Seriously they're madly cute !
L4D2 + Audi . Make me sot dieeeee !

Having Jan & Yeehong as smoking partner , they're coolzx .
Saw Ahkai didi there too , wtf can . Mizz him alot !
Home @ 11-12am .

Sunday , slept till 1pm plus . Awake & started fixing my L4D2 thingy with the help of shawn kee .
Love him tt bitzx .
Dinner @ Newyork , dad treats. Joanne aunty + Xueli join us too .
Hehe ! damn a jokes with my sister over there .
Gng for L4D now . byee.


Tag replied :
Xinyu : Hehe , saw you @lotone . We've fate okaye !
T'szepei : Believe me alr right ? I'm damn a hyper with you guy okaye , & Updated alr laa ! ;D
Madgeline : Tianmimimi ! mizz you damn lots okaye .
AmandaNMH : why not tsunami ? Haha . Cold better than hot.
Raven : When did i sial . Laugh , okaye laaa . I shall stop disturbing you.
Dane : Lol , shutup laaaaaa . Called the manager alr not ?
Meiyan : You also seldom tag one . Also no different . Nextime can go out , call me k . shopping w you .
Alvin : Hi brother !
L.Wanlin : Alright , linked .

SMOOVE PRESENTS: SURGE 2 @ WAVEHOUSE / SOUNDSERIES 3 @ ZIRCA! Stay tuned for more details!

Yesterday , Met Dane @ lotone to get things done , then trained down to tiong .

Bused over to company , & get thing done too .

Fuck th weather , i'm like hot ttm lo .

Back to tiong bahru plaza met his girlfriend & had lunch @ KFC .

Then , went over to find Shiming , ohgosh . imy like wtfff!!

Trained hom aftermath . Stupid sun .

Today , MathPaper1 . ): Damn it lo .

Slept in class . I'm superduper tired one , had a stick then trained home .

Watching drama on tudou till now , going for movies lateron .

Working tonight , freaking ass . ):

h3h3 . Vivien is completely crazy today .

I did not even do my section B for history paper , How sad ._.

But that's okaye , went on to fajar w Vanessa & i realised i did not bring my money . wtfook .

Had early breakfast cum lunch , then home .

Awww , that's sad for you boy . ): You never know how hard i wish for that to happen . But that okay too . I'm pretty fine .

Gng out lateron , hope that dane don't dua me can liao .

i want to get my pay soonz .

Off to watch drama now , gyddbye .

okok , mum is going down to get me mangoicecream . omfg , like finally laa ~~
HAHA . ( But still , she is still an fucking old hag to me ) cb -'-.

I bath 5times today , cause i can't stand th weather . hot like fuck can .

How i wish there's tsunami .-.-'''

I'm gonna photocopy my shittystuff tmr , hope dane can goes w me . cb . Bueysteady .
I wanna catch movies too , & also i'm so gonna attend my sweetahtoot bbq this saturday .
Hope i can get an mc or something . ):
Dane is quitting soon , but i'm not . dumbass . No brains . (-.-)

Chem paper today , was like wtf . );
Unexpected , so hard leyy . & lastly , i haven fucking studying about my history .
I don't wanna retain ah . ): omfg.

I'm out of photos , will upload some once i get new picture .

The more you trying to prove nor say . It won't help .

Let me tell you , You ain't proving you as ( brave , firece , got ballz [when you actually doesn't have one ] , you're just letting others know that you're just having a childish mindset .

In your mouth / brain , there's only one word you know , or perhaps learn from this entire of your life .

Oh damn it , sucha poorthing . i pity you .

Jack-Ass,

Bloodyhell to today's paper .
I did not how to do eh , wtf . MrHeng is good enough . Told him to treat us , & he brought us sweet today ! N1 (Y).

Aftermath , met Vanessa & Jason @ 5 , stuying till 7-8 . Got h2h talks w her . :P
She is seriously , mad .
Then , i trained off to Plaza to meet Szepei & co . Slacking arnd w them home arnd 930plus .
Javin is being a craps there , saw judith laa ! omfg . i miss her like wtf can . HAHA !
Privateblog , bye!



Click on my NUFFNANGS PLEASE <: !
Just a click , won't chop off one of your body's part right ?

Vivien , it been so long since you're holding on to him .

when will you learn to let go ?

I've been dreaming of him , every single night . You understand how painful it is .

More than a month , heart sank.

Vivien is back w fever again . cb .

>: Ytd , working wasn't fine at all .

Was like coughing like mad , & the dryness down my throat, super uncomfortable.

Ended work @ 11 .

Home to prepared & etc , down to meet TaySzePei , She can't sleep & she said she was bored .

So Vivien is down to find her . H2h talks w her @ Mac > my house area . Home arnd 330am .

HAHA , Greatly inlove w her okaye !

Thought of going down to meet Vanessa , but who knows .

The moment i open my eye from my beauty sleep , i felt that i'm having fever again .

Sickening ley seriously . >: So , i have to do my art @ home . then studying tmr . shit lo .

Tmr , ss paper alr . gng to revise .

Shall give sk a call that i'm not working on wednesday . }:

Alright , my eye are burning hot now .

Nelson ask me to cover myself w blanket , make myself sweat . (-.-) No thanks . HAHA !

Tag replied :

T'Szepei : HAHA , Updated peipei ! Yeap , i'm fine . No worries.

Xinyu : Linked , loveyou laa !

Meiyan : I guess so . HAHA . Let myself cool down first .

Vienna : Sure , <3

Cynthia : HAHA , sist ah . Me miss you more !

Xiaochelle : Relinked .

Passerby : Bugis .

Chrismeen : You too , specialzx .

Love prove everything.

Working working + working .
When will i have a break . My foot are numb , my hand are rough , My body is weak , My health is bad .
I need a stick now . >:
I wish like quitting , should i ? Comments please .
I rather wait for death , if not someone kind enough to support me . HAHA .
I want my princess life back . )":

Exam exam exam , i dont even had to time to do . wtf .
Might be meeting Vanessa tmr , & also greatly love FateMXY for this two days . She is nice enough to meet me after work , wait for me too .
Junjie too , bestest brother since 2007 okaye , Greatly inlove with all of them .
Junjie came over to eat @ Siamkitchen , make me ps only . ^

& i hate dinner shift , it like damn f. lots of people eh . >;
Damn full + pack + busy , & i'm lazy to host too . Wtf .
I'm so going bed now , nightnight everyone , shall continue tmr .

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm
inside because you're close in heart