Missing every single smile .

Once again , he appear in my dream again .
I couldn't know how to express my feeling right now . It like so complicated .
Yes , i'm happy with my current life , but whenever i thought of blabla , my heart went so wild .
Thinking of stuff that confues my mind .
Sometime , i felt so hopeless till i burst into tear . What'd got into me ? Why am i turning like this .

I laugh , i smile . I told people around , yes i'm enjoyed today . When my heart still sank .
I couldn't find a reason .
Those feeling are seriously hurting . When one day you're having this feeling , i bet you would rather die .


Going lotone then timah lateron with lovelies .
Tenmile lan this midnight ? Shall see . Heading hospital tmr with mum & sist .
Seriously , worried . Hope everything is fine .
I'm getting insomnia . ):
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